Thursday, November 25, 2010

Where Do We Go From Here...?

Decisions, decisions... what to do? where to go? how to dress? and what not!!

A break, please?

Of course not! Like you get to some point in life where things are on Tempo and you wanna relax? << that's basically my inner voice -__-

Me: Like, yeah! I wanna a break to rest and ... ugh! Why isn't it summer now?? Why does my course have to end by the beginning of winterrrrrr!!??



Now that I've finished, the only reason for me to stay here is that I get a hole in the head!! But no, there's not... there's the fact that I gotta start working on getting my PhD grant |:(

Yes!! I would love to!! And thinking about has been keeping me awake for the last few days... You know, the excitement of embarking on some kind of adventure? That's how I feel inside! Regardless of all the hard worrrrrk that's ahead of me -___-" Yet! I haven't felt this way about my Masters... eh?

Maybe.... Just maybe, because I might not do it here in the UK?

No offense to all who's here already... but... I just didn't find myself on these grounds :~( Even if I had... I'm willing to go in search for the different, the new.

So, now, I'm sorta called "LandSeek" lol Just like my fellow friend SoulSeek (check out his page, you'll like it ^_^.... FYI, he hasn't paid me to do this -__-) heehee

My friend Shorty's heading for the States inshallah for her undergraduate level... and as I mentioned before... seems like all that I know is going there :-S ... so why not I? heehee

Now there's the question of, how different is it gonna be from here? Um, the only one I can think of is that of accent XP remember my post about accents? Ugh, that was a nightmare!

I've somehow mastered the taking care of myself part, and knowing how to get myself around a foreign country on my own quite easily, so Inshallah that wouldn't be such a biggy... I hope. If I could just get my mother not to worry about it (yes, from now on!) >_<

Ah well... Those are mere thoughts of a matter that's yet uncertain and in the hands of God.

Today was really cold (Not that I left... yet??) It snowed a teeny bit, and now it''s sunny. We haven't had sun for this long for quite some time :) Good to be back XD

My main focus these days?

To try and read as much as I can... get my hands on.

So there you go. Now I'm reading Ahdaf Soueif's "The Map of Love" :)

So far so good, I guess.

Till next time,

Sparkle xxx


ibeebarbie said...

I can completely relate!!!! I find myself at similiar crossroads as what to do. Keep me posted as I believe it will lend itself to hope. :-)

Brave Heart said...

for the The Map of Love, it is easier to use google maps :p

it will be cold over all the next week, in Birmingham it will be around 0 degree, poor me.
I think there will be no difficulties to go study and live in US, if u managed here it will be easier to managed there, actually all the west is the same no difference at all. what come to my mind now how difficult u will find to manage ur life back home alone, it is not crazy question, think about it.

Istikhara prayer is good thing to do in these cases where u want to make decision.

keep faith in Allah & urself and everything will be ok inshalla.

btw what subject u r studying?

Sparkle said...

Thanks Barbie, we can only keep hoping... xxx

Brave Heart,thanks for your motivation. I will pray istikhara inshallah. :) Though I'm not sure I understand which country you mean that I'll have difficulty living in. Is it Libya?

I've done my major in creative writing :)


Brave Heart said...

creative writing thats interesting r we looking for new famous female writer?
yes I meant Libya? sometime i think here is less hassle than living there

Sparkle said...

Personally? I think life's become much easier in the east than the west... without us being aware of it.

Yes, in terms of technology, they're waaaaaaaay ahead of us. But, now, I believe in the importance of family and religion more than ever!!

And what with the whole credit crunch... they're really facing a high wall, the folks around here...